Log:Suoh takes the crew to Jakku

Suoh tells Lexi of his dark thoughts and mission plans.

OOC Date: May 9th, 2016
Location: [Lucky Strike]]
Participants: Lexi, Suoh Yume

Suoh is sitting at the dinette area going over some itinerary stuff. He is just having a cup of tea in silence. Looking like thin, guant, walking dead. He has eaten so little in the passed few days. Only breakfast with Lexi because she was so kind. He rubs his temples with his fingers with a groan. He doesn't look happy.

Lexi walks out from the aft of the ship and today her corset dress is white with silver accent and is laced ever so tightly per the usual, though this time her skirt falls to her ankles. She looks a bit worried as she notices Suoh's currently state and kindly asks "How about I make you something to eat? You are getting so thin compared to your brother." A soft and gentle smile curls her lips as she makes the offer.

Suoh pale eyes gaze up at her, looking dead inside. "Morning. Lexi." He hrms. Looking over the intel he has on his screen. His tone is even an flat. Face a muted canvas. He looks up again. "You look lovely as usual." He sighs heavily. "Maybe thinner is better. We won't look so much a like." He sips his tea slowly.

Lexi slips into the seat across from Suoh as she says "Thank you, Sirus laced me up into it this morning. And I am worried that you are wasting away, please eat something for me. I know Sirus would be very sad if he ever lost you. And I would be sad too." Her slender fingers reaching out to gently brush of his hand as she says "After you eat something I can massage your temples again if it would help."

Suoh averts his eyes. "Of course he did." Broods. Little brooding dragon. He cups his hands over his temples and leans over the table. He takes a ragged breath. He pulls from her when she reaches. "Fine." He finally admits. "For my brother, if no one else." He didn't even care about himself but when she mentions his brother he changes his tune. "You're right I should."

Lexi blushes as Suoh says 'of course he did' but smiles as he agrees to eat and kindly asks "Is that something specific you want me to make or would you like the french toast again?" Her tone sweet and kind as the blush begins to slowly fade from her cheeks. Her gaze looking upon Suoh as she awaits his answer.

Suoh wipes his wet eyes they are burning. "Doesn't matter. Food is food. I'm just taking in the nourishment.. I won't be able to taste it anyway." He looks absolutely lonesome. "How was your night with -Sirus-." He apparently knows something is up.

Lexi nods softly and beins to grab the ingredients for the french toast and blushes deeply at the question. She wets her lips before she begins to explain "Well... he asked me to go to Tattooine with him yesterday for a spice deal and play his arm candy. One the trip there he offered to buy out my courtesan contract and after he made the deal go well with the spice and we were back on the ship flying home... He asked me if I wanted to try being only with him since I was no longer a courtesan and I told him yes. And we slept together last night." She doesn't give more details than that though she hates him looking to lonesome.

Suoh on a verge of a complete break down. He lays his head on the table and grips the back of his neck at the nape. He grips, the other hand tugging on that little tuft of hair. He takes another raged breath. "He has it so easy." He grouses from under his arm. He is miserable. He sniffs a sharp inhale. He cannot even come to vocalize his own feelings. He buries his thoughts again, slamming his hands down on the table, pushing away from it. He goes to dig out the hookah and a hard batch of Alderan places.

Lexi looks a bit confused at the reaction and kindly asks "Does that upset you Suoh? I... I didn't think... the other night you said you weren't into human girls..." Her words trailing off as her cheeks flush bright red, thuogh she continues on making the french toast. Swallowing softly as she continues to glance over to him, recognizing the scent of the hookah and softly shaking her head. Suoh doesn't look up as he starts a coal for the hookah and sets it up on the table. "It's none of my business." He chuffs at her. Once the hookah starts to produce smoke he takes a long drag with her red rimmed eyes. He breathes in deep trying to forget his place in this world. "It's none of my business.." He breaths again softly. He is just trying to make his brain fuzzy and forgetful now.

Lexi's demeanor changes completely and becomes a bit sad herself, she only makes enough food for Suoh at this point, assume him being upset it her fault this time. Once the french toast is finished she puts the plate in front of him and goes back into the kitchen to clean it once more. Her mouth opens as if to say something but she closes it once more, worried her words might just cause her to completely fall apart.

Suoh frowns. "I just.. can't see that right now.. I ..Sirus happiness will crush me." He sighs out the smoke from his lungs. "I can smell her in the hallway when she goes to visit Raim. I swear I can hear them through the wall. I am going mad.." He sighs, the smoke calming him. "And.. I thought.. I don't know what I thought." He shakes his head. "We have a rule.. when we were younger if one liked a girl the other would back off. Sirus tends to move faster than I, he always takes the humans first.. I guess that's where I developed my taste in women."

Lexi nods softly and kindly says "I will keep our PDA is an absolute mininum around you Suoh. I hate seeing you suffer like this and.. I am sorry that if I hurt you like she has. I can not wear my perfume in the ship if it would help. I... I just..." She sighs softly and walks around to stand behind Suoh, her finger tips of her index and middle finger gently pressing upon his temples and rubbing in soft gentle circles as she says "I want you to find happiness. I really do. And I didn't know that about the two of you and I am terribly sorry. I truely am. My intention is to protect the both of you and be your secret keeper. That is if that is what you still would like of me, besides working in the Tabac shop. And I can still give you massages."

Suoh eyes are rimmed red from, being tired, lack of eating and hurt. He sighs heavily. "He said he didn't mean to like you.. he thought a distraction at the Tabac shop would be good for me. But he couldn't help himself. He likes you too much." He let's her touch, his eyes closed. He slowly pulls from her. "You shouldn't touch your future brother in law like that." He retorts, semi uncomfortable. "I need to focus on the task at hand. Let's talk about why Sirus is sending us to Tattoonie."

Lexi retracts her hands and moves to sit across from him at the table as she says "I doubt Sirus would be upset at a massage on your temples or neck to help relieve stress but if it what you prefer I will respect that. And why he and I visit Tattooine he spoke with an Uncle Geelo about spice. Would you like me to recant all the details or is that enough information?"

Suoh looks so broken, like he'd break down and cry. He rubs his eyes. "Oh I am sorry we are headed to Jakku. He handled that." He shakes his head, he is so mixed up, not eating and all. "We have a different target. I am going to have you try the sweet route with him and if that doesn't work.. Well I am the bad cop." He sighs. "Mee was suppose to tag along for assistance."

Lexi smiles weakily to Suoh and calmly says "It is alright... I can try an assist in any way I can. I am rather good with seduction after all since I am... well was a courtesan. I might be able to at least do a little sweet talking. And please eat. I don't want to tell Sirus that you aren't eating." And she will tell him too.

Suoh eyes the food and sets down the hookah to shovel it. He doesn't enjoy eating, he just downs some of it and drinks some tea. "There. Should be enough for today." He sighs. "Well, let's head out.. I hope he doesn't come up with the money honestly." He gains a wicked grin.

Lexi smiles as he at least eats something and picks the plate up to put it in the kitchen. She looks to Suoh as she asks "Would you like me to change or is this fine to wear." She smiles at his wicked grin, sure it might be because he gets to kill someone but at least he is smiling about something.

Suoh eyes her and tsks. "You'll need pants. Easier to run in, if it goes tits up." He sips more of his tea. He shakes his head. 'I-." He pauses trying to remember what he was saying. "I should let the smoke run out of my system before we go. I don't want to spill melancholy all over the guy." He smirks ruefully. "You have anything stain resistant?"

Lexi nods softly and sweetly says "I just so happen to have a pair of pants that go with this corset, let me slip into them. I'll be just a moment. So I take it you want me to play silent party instead of flirty coercer hmm?" She begins to walk to the aft of the ship and says as she continues to walk "Everything is stain resistant. And I have a good dry cleaner who doesn't ask questions." Suoh smiles at her, sense of humor in the dark realm is spot on. He nods. "I may need your dry cleaners number." He ponders on it. "We;ll see how it goes. I need to know where the product or the credits are. One or the other. If not I need to replace him." He nods and let's her go change. He smoothers the hookah coal with a cover. He sighs, thinking about work. Work is better.

Lexi listens as she changes with the door half open but hidden from sight since she knows he isn't one to peek on his sister's girlie. When she comes out she is wearing a black corset with black slacks and she asks "Mind lacing me up so it looks proper?" Seems to her a teeny tiny waist is the only thing that looks proper to her. Her hand bringing her hair to the front of her to expose the slightly loose strings. She then says "Then I'll play flirty coercer for the needed information and after that I'll help you kill the son of a bitch."

Suoh sighs heavily having todo lacing. He stands up slowly and walks up behind her. He tugs the ties and does an expert job. "I don't need any help killing him. I want to /take/ my time." He sighs as he ties it off. "There. You look great." He sighs looking over the screen. "Of course it's a Chiss. I hope he doesn't pay up."

Lexi keeps her soft moans stifled, she really enjoys the constrictiveness of the corset but won't let onto it normally. She nods softly and says "Alright then I will let you have your fun though... could we at least drain the body and store the blood in something?" At the mentions of the him being a chiss she responds "I hope he doesn't pay either then." Her gaze the looks upon him as she asks "Still feeling the effects or are we ready to party?"

Suoh shakes his head. "Yeah I think I am good." He takes his arm and offer it. "Miss? Care to shake down someone for our goods?" He winks cheekily, feeling more like himself. He grabs his dragon headed cane on the way out the ramp.

Lexi smiles as she takes his arm and says "Oh yes ever so much. I even slipped a few flasks into my little bag here for the blood. I want to bath in it later." She steps along with his pace and a more gentle smile curling her lips.